Friday, December 5, 2008

all my pain

It's sometime in 2004
Knittech and perky are in a nursing room eating ice cream with an Granny sitting in a bed. Suddenly a nurse comes into the room and gives a glare at Knittech and perky and then looks at the Granny and does a blood sugar test and then glares at knittech and perky.
"you shouldn't be bringing that in here you know she is a diabetic" and she goes out into the hall way to get a shot ready so that she can get the sugar level down a bit.
The Granny turns to Knittech and perky and says "keep bring it that's why they make shots for." and she keeps eating her ice cream.


a couple of days before and after Thanksgiving 2005
All i remember about those days was that she wasn't doing to well. Knittech had told me what was wrong with her and i just didn't want to think about it at all. I just wanted her to be okay and for her to just wake up and be alright.
She didn't, i knew that it was her time to go and i just didn't want to believe it.
I remember one of the time where she was feeling a little normal and she was laying in bed with 2 white wash cloths just wavying them around because she was just so anxious.
She pasted away on a monday. Knittech waited to tell me on a Thursday night so that i could miss school on friday.

It seemed to take forever to bury her. there were only 7 people there when she got buried.

She has been gone 4 years now and i still cry whenever i think about her because i loved her so much.

1 comment:

Saren Johnson said...

Has it been four years already?