Thanks Kommandant

Kommandant showed this to me Just a couple of mintues ago and i just had to share this with everyone because this is going to be a kick butt moive..

the little snowmen

about a week ago Kommandant and i went to Utah for a funeral for Kommandant's Grandpa, it was really sad. We got to stay with kommandant's sister for a couple of days with all his sisters and brother. After all the fun and games of the family it was time to head back home. before i left i wanted to leave a little gift.

I thought they were really cute.

finally 20, and Christmas

I am a Canna What Flower Are You?

Monday was my birthday and Kommandant and i celibrated it the night before with Cake and ice cream with Knittech and Grilltech. i got a t-shirt that i loved! a pair of workout gloves because i keep complaining that my hands were hurting from a workout that we were doing. a makeup kit, that i just really don't need. but i did kind of liked. Kommandant got me flowers that i loved and a bar of chocolate that i shared with him because i just didn't want to pig out on, and a bottle of apple-grape juice that kommandant and i shared.

Christmas Kommandant and i went up to his mom's house and we spent the night there and just hung out with them for the day, it snowed a lot! the car was covered in snow and we just had to dig the car out before we could leave their house. We had to shovel the roof, so that it wouldn't claps in on everyone. The power went off so that we had to play games with the family, and thankfully all the cooking got done before the power outiage happened. We got home in the dark witch really scares me because it just gets too slippery on the roads and i'm just a little fearfull that we could crash and we wouldn't have a car or something like that.
Kommandant and i were walking up the drive way to the house and Kommandant Fell! he throw the dvd's toward the snow so that they wouldn't break, and he was carrying the pie, and all he was thinking about when he fell that he had to save the pie. He ripped his pant leg (he was wearing a pair of jeans and pajama pants) and scrapped his knee.
Kommandant and i opened all our present at the house, from G and J&W witch Grilltech and Knittech said that we should have waited for. but i just "couldn't" wait to do that. We got a lot of stuff and we were thankful that everyone was so thoughtful.

I have to Share this with you

This is just too good to keep to myself. Check these videos out.

first time

So this morning i got up after Kommandant because i just didn't want to get out of bed and the fact that i was wearing pj's and wasn't that ready to greet the Repair guys. Kommandant did that for me, then he came into the room and asked "where the Furnace?" I told him where it was and the repair guys got to work.
I got up and didn't know what i wanted to do first. I got on the computer and i looked at my email and checked all my mail from the Internet, then i decided that it was about time for me to do my first ever CheeseCake by myself. (Pumpkin flavored) I had to call Knittech like a million time while i was making it because i had questions about it all, but that's not the point the accual point is that i got it done by myself. :D
I was about done with the Cheesecake when the repair guy "called" out and i went to him and talked with him for a minute. He said that they were going to start the furnace up and the first time it get's going that it would smoke a little bit and that it would smell a little funny but then the smell would go away and it would stop smoking.
Then they cleaned up the area a little bit and then they were done. The repair guy was really nice.
I let the cats out of the Back room and Franny ran out of the room and to the place where the furnace is stored and then all the cats wanted to check it out..

money is good

Today i really didn't want to get out of bed. It was really cold at the house when Kommandant and i decided that we needed to get up and get ready to go.
Today i found out that we have enough money to pay all our bills and still have money left over.
Yesterday Kommandant called the rental company that we rented from for 6 months and asked where the deposit was that we put down to get the place that we should get back in full. they said that they would mail it out before the 31 of the month. Which is crap because we need it now.

you what

So i'm looking at my email and i asked Kommandant how to spell his sister's names and he just didn't know how. that really didn't help me because i a horrible speller. Kommandant and i went to the store and got fire wood for the house because the heater isn't working anymore and it just needs to be replaced. it sucks, my hands are really really cold.
Today i thought that i would do my hair different. (I'm sorry i just didn't get a picture because i couldn't find my phone when i wanted to take a picture.) (note to Anyone, I want a camera for my Birthday or Christmas)
That's about it for me...

i don't want to do that again...

It's December 11Th, and Kommandant and i are waiting for Kommandant's aunt to show up so we can go to Utah. "yeah i want to be out of town by 7" 7 rolls around and then 8 rolled around and we called again because i was getting bored and i couldn't wait anymore. They were just getting "ready to leave" to meet just Kommandant and me.
Kommandant and i left and we left a message with them that said "we are leaving the spot that you guy said that you wanted to meet with us. we are headed out of town so that we can get there before it gets dark."
They called us at 9 saying that they were at the spot that we were going to meet up. so we just keep driving and said that we would see them at the viewing.
Kommandant and i spent 4 hours on the road. when it took MIL 6 hours to get there. i got a glare and a 'you shouldn't speed like that' talk. Kommandant and i just didn't stop 5 million times while we were driving. we just had to stop twice on the way there.
Kommandant and i have never been to Salt lake Utah or just Utah before together. so we thought that since we had time to do stuff that we wanted to while we were there. like go to a game shop and yarn shop and just enjoy our time with each other. WRONG. Kommandant got to see his Game shop and we got a phone call from MIL saying that B (her little dogie) was bleeding from her mouth and noise and it was really bad, and if it didn't stop by tomorrow then they were going to have to put her to sleep.
So Kommandant and i pretty much stopped exploring so that we would get to her so we could comfort her. problem was that we had a GPS and it keep leading us to an exit on the high way that was closed. so we put the directions in for the yarn shop that i wanted to go to and we got there and it was closed and i thought that we could go there and look at it the next day we were there. So we managed to get to the high way and to the house.
We got inside and his mom was no where to be found "oh they went to drop one of the kids off at a play." so kommandant and i just waited till she got back. We started to watch TV and then she got back.
that night everyone wanted to play a game and they just didn't know witch one to play. Kommandant and i thought that RedNeck Life would be a fun one, but no 2 of his sisters didn't want anything to do with a new game because "we want to play a game we know." i said okay and i tried to talk them into it and Kommandants older sister didn't want anything to do with it so i just left it at that. I was kind of bummed out about it but i got over it.
Kommandant's family wanted to play Apples to Apples. it was fun playing with a Huge group. we stayed up till 1 in the morning.
We got up in the morning and it was snowing so we thought that we needed to get out of there as soon as we could. We didn't' leave till about 2 or something like that. I got to say with them all the day down to Idaho but we made it home.

all my pain

It's sometime in 2004
Knittech and perky are in a nursing room eating ice cream with an Granny sitting in a bed. Suddenly a nurse comes into the room and gives a glare at Knittech and perky and then looks at the Granny and does a blood sugar test and then glares at knittech and perky.
"you shouldn't be bringing that in here you know she is a diabetic" and she goes out into the hall way to get a shot ready so that she can get the sugar level down a bit.
The Granny turns to Knittech and perky and says "keep bring it that's why they make shots for." and she keeps eating her ice cream.

a couple of days before and after Thanksgiving 2005
All i remember about those days was that she wasn't doing to well. Knittech had told me what was wrong with her and i just didn't want to think about it at all. I just wanted her to be okay and for her to just wake up and be alright.
She didn't, i knew that it was her time to go and i just didn't want to believe it.
I remember one of the time where she was feeling a little normal and she was laying in bed with 2 white wash cloths just wavying them around because she was just so anxious.
She pasted away on a monday. Knittech waited to tell me on a Thursday night so that i could miss school on friday.

It seemed to take forever to bury her. there were only 7 people there when she got buried.

She has been gone 4 years now and i still cry whenever i think about her because i loved her so much.

I'm soooo not it

Today was okay for a start, i got up and didn't have to be gotten up by kommandant and told to "hurry up so that I'm not late for work" today. i did have a problem getting dressed this morning because i just didn't want to wear anything that was out. but i figured it out and we went off to work.
When kommandant and i got to his work he was a couple of minutes late. but that was okay because the boss man wasn't that mad he just continued with what he was doing and he talked about what was coming up in the day.
I ran home before i went to the gym to meet the "happy Evil Bunny" (personal trainer) i thought i was just home to get my workout shoes. Yes i have my workout shoes that i like to workout in. (i know what your thinking and i think your the psychotic one) i got a phone call while i was coming into the house and guess what? i didn't have a brain to think that i needed to multi task so i forgot my workout shoes and i had to wear my Black sheep shoes let me tell you they aren't comfortable to workout in. they don't have traction so i was slidding around.
I got a phone call from GM and she wants to do lunch one day and give us "kids" christmas gifts and get that out of the way. Let me tell ya, i don't like being the messanger, i don't like doing it and i don't like having to talk so sence into family members.
i think that's all i have to say this time

Deck the halls

This last week Kommandant and i moved into Grilltech and Knittech's house. and we are waiting on a friend to get out of his apartment so we can move into another place so that we can live some where else.
Why is it that when ever i say "hey you have to try this (insert blank here)" i get sick?? like the other day i was eating my ice cream and i said to Knittech "you got to try this ice cream" the next day I'm sick. that's just a little messed up.
Last night i feel asleep on the couch about 8:30 or so and i woke up and Kommandant said for me to go to bed. i slept for a while then i woke up at about 1:15 and i thought that Kommandant would be in bed with me. he wasn't he was still playing his game and watching Heartbreak Ridge, It's one of his dads and his favorite movies. he came to bed and i didn't sleep well during that time of sleeping. I kept thinking that i was going to fall off the bed. in the morning i looked at the bed and sure enough the bed was lopsided.
This morning i was looking up intresting christmas present for Babybird. so far i have found this really cute dress for her but i'm not sure what size she is so i don't know which one to get her, I had so send an email to Knittech having her look at the present to see what she thinks of it.
so i decided that i'm not going to buy any more of my books till after christmas and my birthday so that people can have an idea of what i want. because i don't really have a long list of things that i want this year. the only thing that i really really want is my wedding ring fixed so that i can start wearing it again, because i miss wearing it. my finger still has the tan line where my ring was. :((